So... I just realized. My birthday is not far away... and it always comes as such a shock. But this time I feel sort of sad; I still haven't done anything worthwhile with my life. No great inventions, I'm not a person of any significant importance and I still have not left a mark of my existence on this planet. I don't even have any offspring.
It makes me think. All the things that could have been; but I was always too busy for some things or too lazy for others. It feels so crushing. At the evening of my life, I realize that I'm going to die someday and as of now there is nothing of importance I would leave on this planet.
So, here I am, on some random forum asking for advice like a shmuck: how can I deal with this when I finally turn twenty in a couple of weeks?